hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here
I really thought nothing was wrong and our relationship was going smooth I thought I wasn’t rushing anything neither going to slow. I feel completely wrong and at this point I’m finally tearing with a hollow stomach. At this point I guess I’am hollowed out and I just feel so so empty. Like I have nothing. I guess I’ve been too one sided to protect myself, I didn’t want to change for a girl ever again and to just be myself around them. But if I don’t pass that how can I truly make her happy..

I really thought nothing was wrong and our relationship was going smooth I thought I wasn’t rushing anything neither going to slow. I feel completely wrong and at this point I’m finally tearing with a hollow stomach. At this point I guess I’am hollowed out and I just feel so so empty. Like I have nothing. I guess I’ve been too one sided to protect myself, I didn’t want to change for a girl ever again and to just be myself around them. But if I don’t pass that how can I truly make her happy..

teensquotess:

http://teenlifequotes.com/
hplyrikz:

I can relate to this
kushandwizdom:

Everything Love

But if things don’t feel right.
“Sometimes I have no idea why I do the things I do.”
kushandwizdom:

Teen quotes
teensquotess:

http://teenlifequotes.com/
I woke up really early today because I was suppose to go play ball with my friends. We established this and everything. But as soon as I hit all of them up they already doing something else and cancel on me. It made me start to realize how much I miss my closest friends. Willy, whom I met in high school and consider him one of my cousins, I miss how when ever we hang out nothing is ever cancelled. We keep our word and we can act like total idiots or be serious as fuck but we’re always having fun. He’s one of the few people that I can talk to about anything. I miss Jobeth, whom I met in college, she was my mentor and felt like an older sister. She talked me through my Hardest times and happiest moments about being single and free. She took me to many places and I learned a lot from her. Took me to parties, concerts, bars, rock climbing, road trips, star gazing, beach walks and talks. She never went anywhere I didn’t want to go like she knew what could make me sad and made me happy and protected me from them. But she also made me realize everything is a choice so live with no regrets. Sadly that’s all I have and my circle is small. Yes I have many friends or associations and we have good vibes none of them really seem to understand me. I’m complicated and I understand I don’t let people in easily. My past influences me and to avoid unnecessary drama I decide not to do certain things like how I used too. It’s been keeping me out of trouble. But maybe I should take that chance and start letting people in again. What’s the use of protecting myself if I still feel lonely.

I woke up really early today because I was suppose to go play ball with my friends. We established this and everything. But as soon as I hit all of them up they already doing something else and cancel on me.

It made me start to realize how much I miss my closest friends. Willy, whom I met in high school and consider him one of my cousins, I miss how when ever we hang out nothing is ever cancelled. We keep our word and we can act like total idiots or be serious as fuck but we’re always having fun. He’s one of the few people that I can talk to about anything.

I miss Jobeth, whom I met in college, she was my mentor and felt like an older sister. She talked me through my
Hardest times and happiest moments about being single and free. She took me to many places and I learned a lot from her. Took me to parties, concerts, bars, rock climbing, road trips, star gazing, beach walks and talks. She never went anywhere I didn’t want to go like she knew what could make me sad and made me happy and protected me from them. But she also made me realize everything is a choice so live with no regrets.

Sadly that’s all I have and my circle is small. Yes I have many friends or associations and we have good vibes none of them really seem to understand me. I’m complicated and I understand I don’t let people in easily. My past influences me and to avoid unnecessary drama I decide not to do certain things like how I used too. It’s been keeping me out of trouble.

But maybe I should take that chance and start letting people in again. What’s the use of protecting myself if I still feel lonely.

“Even on my worst days there is still something to be thankful for.”